2013

2013 has by far been the best and (sorta) worst year of my life.

disney being the best life-changing experience of my life and other events that happened during then that saw me crying for 4 entire days. life is such and it has taught me much (haha it rhymes) but yeah would i have changed it if i could? perhaps. it made me missed out on a lot of stuff and showed me stuff that would have been better if i found out about it earlier.

thou the initial fright of cars have long gone, the occasional jitters from car rides still remain. have finally gotten down to booking my btt. how my reaction to driving will still remain a mystery. althou i can never picture myself driving without crashing and probably killing myself in the process. one horrifying experience that i left (almost) unscathed is good enough to teach me a lesson. hide in my house for 3 months? maybe.

coming back to the familiarized land obviously helped a lot more than being in a foreign country with friends almost as clueless as me.

so all is good now, things are (seemingly) picking up. as my disney friends have said, there's always a rainbow after every storm. whether you find it or not, it's mostly up to one self.

well those are some really deep shit i've just typed. maybe i should get an english lit degree or smth haha. o well this site helps me get over the horrible things that happened. knowing only a few friends still bother reading this page (hi kirene) makes me feel that at least i'm not some emo idiot talking to herself.